Our family Christmas

Alright! I have wanted this for a long time!

What I have been asking for!

Utter shock and disbelief.

It wouldn't fit in the house.

Remember how cold it was on Christmas. He so didn't care!

We had a hard time this year trying to figure out how we wanted to handle the Santa thing. I went back and forth wanting to tell Brenden that he wasn't real to wanting him to enjoy his childhood. I even had someone question me on how I could tell my kids that someone existed that didn't and how I felt about them later in life possibly questioning a relationship with Christ when they can't see Him just like they couldn't see Santa. The funny thing is in all of this stress that I was basically causing myself Brenden was on the verge of figuring out that it was a fairy tale anyway. We did finally decide not to do big unwrapped Santa gifts and just have stockings. We didn't leave out milk and cookies and we did talk about why we were opening presents the next morning on Christ's birthday. We enjoyed our morning together celebrating the birth of Christ and letting our kids know how much we love them and even though we love them so much that Christ loves them even more.